Happy New Year 2012

Hey folks...so sorry for not blogging for the past few days...

Today is new year eve...everyone is waiting to welcome the 2012.

It's just 2 hours to go....to celebrate the 2012.

May this 2012 brings lots of happiness, peace and good fortune to everyone.

Happy New Year everyone...God bless...:)

With amma's blessing...❤

Lazy day...

Hi...

It's Saturday...lazy day for me. It's the day I'll wake up at noon...:)

Checked my email...stillo reply from my brother. Looks like I have to forget about this and move on. I have no choice...but I know this is what I should do...:)

Had my lunch...and surfed the internet. Watched some TV programes...and dozed off.

I heard a familiar voice calling my name...It was my friend Gandhi...she is arranging dinner at her place on Christmas day tomorrow. So she asked me to prepare some light snack...i suggested sandwiches...and I'll preparing it tomorrow...:)

Later in the evening...I went to temple to put ghee lamp for Lord Sivan...praying my dear amma's soul to be in peace...:(...It is Ammavaasai today...the day we pray for the good souls who left us to be in peace.

Hmmm...it is more 7 days to go...we are going to say good bye 2012...:)

Well...going to sleep now...good night folks...:)

with amma's blessing...❤

Morning sunshine....

It was a nice weather today...I see the sun shines brightly in the morning...the sky was blue...hmmm...after so long...:)

Well I have sent the email to my brother yesterday...but I haven't got the reply yet...quite worried now...:(

But anyway I hope I can handle the situation wisely...

Today's lunch was excellent...I went to Petaling Street today and I had a plate of Spicy Pan Mee which I tasted for the first time....:P

Gosh! It was so so yummy. I just love spicy food and it's simply mouth watering although it was quite spicy...but I was satisfied with my lunch today...:)

The spicy Pan Mee...slurpppp...:P

I am clearing my desk right now...I will be on leave for the whole week next week. I've just sent few Christmas greetings through email...and harvested my plants in Farmville....;)

Will be leaving the office in a short while. Damn...it's raining outside...hopefully it's not heavy...:s

Checked my email...still no reply from my brother...oh dear....sigh!

So it's just 8 days more to go....to celebrate 2012...:)

Good day folks...:)

with amma's blessing...❤

Rainy day...

It's been raining since morning....not heavy though. Not doing any work in the office...playing Farmville since morning....boss is not around....;)

Didn't go out for lunch either...it's cold and wet out there....hate it so much...

Been thinking how and what to say or write to my younger brother who is angry with me for some reason....how I wish i knew what is in his mind...sigh!

It's bothering me a lot. I have to write him something in a while and send the mail thru Facebook. Wish me luck.

Gosh...I hope he understands and forgive me for whatever I've done or spoke to him in any manner. What a life!!!

All the best to meeeeee.....gulp...:s

And now the countdown to 2012 starts....its 9!!!

God....please give me a good year in 2012.

with amma's blessing

Countdown to 2012...:)

It's only 10 days more to go....to welcome the year 2012...

Hmmm...how fast the time runs. A lot of things happened this year....in 2011.

I had so many health problems....fever, cough, cold, dengue and chicken pox. Phew, it was a teribble year for me.

I had a big argument with my boss....I nearly resign from my office.

I did attend 2 interviews  which was recommended by my friend. But then I'm still here in my old office. I'm too comfortable here I guess....;)

p.s. : I'm still trying to find a better one though...;)

I had an argument with my husband, my sister and my close friend...:)

Recently my younger brother is not talking to me...last I spoke and saw him was during Deepavali week. I have no idea what is wrong with him. I really hope I can work out things with him. I really want all my siblings to be close to each other, help and care for one another. My amma always wants us to be together. I promised my amma that we'll never break apart in any situation....:(

I need to sort out few family problems. I hope I can make everyone closer to me. After all, life is short right...we may never know what will happen to us on the next day.

I am trying my level best to get my sister married...that's my amma's wish too. I hope the God will show the way and solution for me.

I need a break...I'm too tired. Sometimes it's so stressfull and heart breaking when things around us not going on accordingly like what we want it to be.

Today is exactly 21.12.2011....they're saying that the Dooms Day will be on 21.12.2012...I can't forget the visual from the movie 2012...gulp! I hope the Mayan calendar is wrong....God...please help us!!!

I hope the year 2012 brings me luck, happiness and peace. So I'm starting my countdown from today....let's see what happens.

with amma's blessing...❤

My angels....

My angels...

Yeah...these are my angels....my two beautiful nieces....:)

Putri Amysha Adriana...born on 25.04.2007...sharing the same birth date with her mother, my sister in law, Salihah Kasim...

Amysha when she was only few months old...:)

My amma was so happy when Amysha was born. Amma took care of her until she was 1 year old. Amysha was everything for my amma...:(

And Amysha is 4 years old now....look at her...how sweet is she...:)

My second niece....Putri Alysha Aiyani...born on 14.12.2009. My brother really wanted her to be born on his birth date...that is on 8th December...looks like this cutie pie choose 14th Dec to see the world....

My brother told me that when Alysha was born....right after the minute she came out from her mother's womb....she looks exactly like my amma...:(

When i visited them....Alysha was looking around and smiling non stop. She was listening to everyone's voice as though she knows us.

I hope it is you amma....and i do believe that is really you....you have reborn again....to live....to be with us again....hmmmm...:)

Thats Alysha when she was few hours old....look at her eyes....she rolled her tiny winy eyes and listens...it was so dramatic...:)

And look at Alysha now....she is 1 year plus...looks like she's warning someone...hahaha...:)

These two girls lights up my life....they are my happiness now. I hope I can be there for them to shower them love as long i'm here in this world.

With amma's blessing....:)

Hold on Tightly to What Is Truly Important in Life

Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing
that all things are possible. It is the fiber
and strength of a confident soul.
Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and enables
attitudes to be positive and cheerful.
Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful
relationships that are secure and content.
Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all,
for it shares, cares and gives meaning to life.
Hold on to family and friends; they are the most
important people in your life, and they make
the world a better place. They are your roots
and the beginnings that you grew from;
they are the vine that has grown through time
to nourish you, help you on your way,
and always remain close by.
Hold on to all that you are and all that you have
learned, for these things are what make you unique.
Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe
is right and important; your heart has a way
of speaking louder than your mind.
Hold on to your dreams; achieve them diligently
and honestly. Never take the easy way or
surrender to deceit. Remember others on your way,
and take time to care for their needs.
Enjoy the beauty around you.
Have the courage to see things differently and clearly.
Make the world a better place one day at a time,
and don't let go of the important things that
give meaning to your life.

with amma's blessing....:)

I have learned...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do.

I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.

I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meanings; it loses value when overly used.

I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

Cat in the house...

Meet Mimie the Cat...
My husband found her in the drain...all dirty, wounded and shivering in cold.
She was dehydrated and hungry. My husband brought her home...she slept peacefully in a room that night.

Now she is 2 months old...and she is so damn hyperactive....and very playful.

Isn't she cute....;)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Wishing my family members and friends...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI...

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Amma's 64th birthday...:(

Amma...
Today is your 64th birthday..
It's so heartbreaking....when you're not around to celebrate it...

Baby...
You just loved the month of August...you used to tell me that the August is the month of celebration...celebration of your birthday and our National Day...and i always get excited and look forward to celebrate your birthday.
But the God has written the fate...for me its now an unforgetable month...this is the month that God took you away from me...7th August 2008 is the unforgetable day for everyone in our family...
Its just barely 2 weeks before your 61st birthday..

Amma...
Now its been 3 years...i'm staring blankly at a beautiful photograph of yours...
with heart full of unbearable pain...and tears in my eyes...

Amma...
How i wish you were here with all of us...me, sister and brothers...
It would be a wonderful and happiest day for us...
But now Amma...

Oh my dear Amma...
I love you so much baby...
Happy birthday Amma sayang...

Excited...:)

Wow...i couldnt believe that i'm having my own blog...:)
Yay....i just wanted to share my stories....about my family....my friends....my pet....and my life.


Amma...
I wish you are around to guide me...how i wish you were here with me amma...
But God loves you more...you have gone too soon...
My love to you will never ever fade amma...
I love you and i miss you so so much baby...:(
My dear amma...with your blessing...i dedicate this blog just for you...