Amma's 64th birthday...:(

Amma...
Today is your 64th birthday..
It's so heartbreaking....when you're not around to celebrate it...

Baby...
You just loved the month of August...you used to tell me that the August is the month of celebration...celebration of your birthday and our National Day...and i always get excited and look forward to celebrate your birthday.
But the God has written the fate...for me its now an unforgetable month...this is the month that God took you away from me...7th August 2008 is the unforgetable day for everyone in our family...
Its just barely 2 weeks before your 61st birthday..

Amma...
Now its been 3 years...i'm staring blankly at a beautiful photograph of yours...
with heart full of unbearable pain...and tears in my eyes...

Amma...
How i wish you were here with all of us...me, sister and brothers...
It would be a wonderful and happiest day for us...
But now Amma...

Oh my dear Amma...
I love you so much baby...
Happy birthday Amma sayang...